I have counted millions on the time
waiting for you to be present
in space longs for the recesses of my heart
I have opened my sincere width
to welcome your meaning
but you turned around
when you reached the door I hoped
innocent I tried to shout for your love
no answer from you
because you have closed your heart
so fast you changed my dreams
after the beautiful word you hope for me
why did you develop our love song at that time
until I was mesmerized gracefully
by your loving attitude
lulled into your soul for a moment spoil me
then now you throw me like your old toy
I crashed into an increasingly frozen void
hit the sore wall the old wound turned blue
I pursued you in vain in your breath, getting tired
you don't give me time to reach my happiness
I looked at my presentness
which lay in a sad pit
my day goes meaninglessly
in the shadow of gray clouds
there is no more meaning to me
to continue the journey of my life
your attitude has frozen my soul lying rigid
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Solo, Mon, 18th March 2019. 9:00 pm
'with love and peace'
Suko Waspodo
antologi puisi suko
kompasiana
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ilustr: Maggie Nelson
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